Heya guys....now, I haven't done this before and this will be the first and probably the last time you will see me this way. And I'm not gonna tell my whole life story, but here we go. Now when I am a nice person, I have two forms of kindness. The real kind and the fake kind. Online I am a very friendly person willing to befriend anyone and everyone I meet. But some people I meet spit on me for that. Now I'm not the guy to have a short fuse, and I definitely don't hold grudges. But if I treat you one way, I at the least expect not to be walked all over.
I don't really know if this is how I really feel or just my teenage mind say f*** anyone and everyone. I mean...everyday at school I struggle to keep a smile on my face. Even with my friends I feel lonely, even when I'm positive I am negative. Even when I am kind, people take offense to me. I don't know what I do wrong, I only want to be a good person, but everyone else treats me like utter s***. Keep in mind, I don't feel depressed, just...like nobody cares about who I am and what I do.
I am truely and very sorry if you go through similar stuff. I understand what it is like to feel like everyone's punching bag aswell as being alone. But hey, I always look to the brightside, even in dire situations. As one of my favorite quotes say...
"You can take one day at a time, Just keep going, Thats all anyone can do."