Origin[]
I stood there quietly listening as the wind gently rustled throughout the trees. I found myself sinking deep in thought, trying to remember something that my mind had locked away for years.
It started a few years back when I had just started living here. Every now and then, I would have these recurring dreams of what seemed to be past memories. As time went on, the dreams seemed to become more vivid.
The dreams started off with a big blue house that was fenced in with a neat rose garden. The house was surrounded by endless woods. Inside, I got a glimpse of around 13 rooms in total. There were two floors to the house along with an attic. All the rooms seemed to be separated by thin long hallways with photographs hung up along the walls.
I slowly made my way down the halls, looking at the photographs one by one. In the first photo were two men; they were shaking each other's hands and smiling as if they had just made a well-sorted arrangement or deal. One of the same men and a dark-skinned man, who appeared to be friends, stood in the fifth photo. I went farther down the halls, not taking my eyes off the photos. I came to the conclusion that the first man who reappeared in each photo was the man of this household. As I made it to the end of the first floor, there was a photo of a group of people that appeared to be the man's family.
The man was married to a very beautiful lady; she stood on the right side of him. He also had a son and two daughters. The son was standing below him on the left side of the photo with one daughter next to the son on the other side, below the two on the third row of the photo sat a young girl in a wooden chair.
I decided to turn away from the photo and made my way up the stairs. The second floor was almost identical to the first except for different photographs lining the walls. I still watched carefully as I passed by each photo and made my way to a door that had been left slightly open.
Looking in the room my eyes dazed upon a wooden desk, there were files of paper spread out. Curious, I picked them up and read them to myself. The paper was talking about some arrangements and deals, but before I could finish reading the rest of the papers, I heard someone coming up the stairs. Panicked, I placed the papers back down on the desk and quickly made my way out of the room.
I ran into another room down the hallway. My heart was pounding out of my chest. I shut the door behind me and the place fell silent. I glanced around the room. There were two beds on each side of the room, placed on the right bed was a knife and on the left bed was a note.
I gently ran my fingers along the knife, my head started to pound and my heart was throbbing. I couldn't hold myself up anymore. I closed my eyes and heard my head hit the ground.
Awaken[]
Feeling the cold ground below me, my mind rushed as memories came flooding back, I could remember everything so clearly.
I was only five when it all began. I thought of my life to be normal as it was and didn't see anything wrong with it at the time. For I loved most things girls my age would: stuffed animals, dolls, and dresses. It wasn't until my mother introduced me to a rather tall, dark-skinned man, who was shown to be well-dressed with eyes that were a dark blood red, and his skin was hot to the touch. My mom looked down at me with a polite smile, "Ray, this is Sinsiner, he's a friend of your father's. He's going to be staying with us for the night."
I stood there quietly, my young mind clueless to the world before me. Without thinking, I dared to ask, "What is wrong with his eyes?"
My mother's eyes fell upon me; it felt as if they were stabbing through me as the feeling of guilt filled me. I knew my mother was not pleased with me with what I had said. For she raised her hand and for the next few seconds, I could feel a stinging pain in my cheek.
For the rest of the day, I was silent. The uncomfortable feeling of guilt overwhelmed my mind as my stomach started to turn from the situation. What seemed to be out of instincts, I suddenly charged to my room, ignoring every other emotion and consequence that might occur. Running upstairs, I passed him in the hall as I made a sharp turn on a corner. By the time I turned to look at Sinsiner again, he was gone. This occurrence left me standing there confused before continuing my original stride towards my bedroom.
There was no sign of Sinsiner for the next five years, it was back to it just being my family and I. Things in my household have changed over time for I'm now 10. My parents are still as strict as ever with their many rules that we must follow, some of the rules contained are, asking questions are forbidden for will not be answered, no running in the halls, and don’t leave your room after 12:00.
My parents had a strict way of doing things, and due to me looking more like my mother, my father had a tendency to favor me the most. I stayed and kept playing the role of their perfect daughter.
I went along the rooms, peering into each one as if I was playing a game of hide and seek like I didn't want to be caught. There were a few rooms I was scared to go into such as the kitchen, the medicine room, and my parents’ bedroom.
I had my reasons to be frightened of these rooms, for I grew used to the fear, and this is the way it would stay for the next five years.
The Unseen[]
Time went on for the next five years and I am now 15. I awoke on a quiet morning the sun was gently touching the glass window peering down into my room. I got out of bed to look outside into the rose garden to see my brother fixing the roses.
The day was calm, the feeling of death filled the air. A shiver went down my spine but there was no wind. I had a disturbing feeling as if something was wrong. I went to my sister's room to look for her but she was nowhere in sight.
Then I realized my parents haven't woken up yet I felt very strange. What was my brother doing outside and where are my mother and father? My sister still has not shown up. I quietly made my way to my parents room, opening the door to see them lying in bed. “Mom” “Dad” I said quietly walking over to their bed, “please wake up" I felt an unfriendly presence in their room. I gently grabbed my mom's hand to wake her up but her hands were cold. I could feel my heart pounding as my eyes filled with tears. The two of them were dead, I stood there with my body shaking looking at the corpses of my parents. My mothers and fathers skin was pale, and cold they laid very still. As tears ran down my cheeks I took a deep breath and tried to smile for they would have wanted me to be happy.
I tried to go on throughout the day and tell the others about our parents' death. The afternoon was not the brightest. Tier and Jackson had joined me downstairs in the dining room to discuss the matter. It was growing dark out and the place grew silent. We all sat there across from each other gazing down at the plates. Jackson was sitting at the head with me and tier beside him on each side of the table facing one another. I could see Tier's hands twitching as her stomach made a low rumbling noise. I decided to get up and make all three of us dinner for the night.
I couldn't shake the feeling that something was still lurking. It felt cold as if someone was still in the room, my heart was pounding as I gently and quietly slid a knife out. As I held the knife firm and steady in my hand I started to tremble, as my mind began to slip the sound of a buzzing radio static filled my head. The next thing I was passed out on the ground, I could hear my sister calling out to me.
"Ray." Tiers voice got louder, "Ray." "Ray! Can you hear me?" "Ray please, wake up..!" As the buzzing in my ears grew dimmer, I started to come back to my senses. I opened my eyes slowly to see Tier sobbing sitting beside me. I carefully sat up and looked over at Tier. She looked scared. I reached out to Tier and wrapped my arms around her gently pulling her into a hug. I held Tier close to me quietly, assured Tier that I was ok, and tried to calm her down gently, putting my hand on her cold cheek as I wiped her tears. "I'm sorry, please forgive me. I didn't mean to make you worry." I helped Tier back onto her feet and smiled a small sweet smile at her, she smiled back. Our happiness was soon to be interrupted by the unfriendly presents, feeling closer and stronger than before, just then I spotted something out of the corner of my eye. My eyes widened in horror, "What the hell is that?.." Tier soon followed my eyes to see where I was looking. We both stood there frozen looking out the window, at the tall pale man who was just standing there in our sight waiting. It had become clear to us that we were no longer safe here anymore.
The Chase[]
I grabbed Tier's hand and picked back up the kitchen knife. We ran out of the kitchen and back to the dining room. There was Jackson still quietly sitting at the dining table looking down, I ran over to him and tapped him on his shoulder to get his attention, "Come on, we have to go." Jackson didn't respond, he stayed still, I shook him to try to snap him out of it but it didn't seem to work. I started to panic trying to get his attention, "Jackson! Come On We Need To Leave. Come on, let's go!" I said louder, I knew we were running short on time as the tall figure was getting closer.
I grabbed Jackson's arm firmly and pulled him out of his chair, just then Jackson became alert. He looked around panicked and confused, unsure of how long he's been out. I told him we had to leave, for the presents of the figure was coming closer.
Before he even had a chance to speak, Tier and I pulled him out the door as we ran through the rose garden. We had to slow down a few times for each other. When we finally all ran into the woods we stopped to catch our breath, I checked to see if Jackson and Tier were ok. Jackson turned to me out of breath and tired, "where are we going to go and what are we running from?" I looked over at Jackson worried and said calmly, "I don't know where we will go but we need to get away from-"
Just then Tier looked over into the distance and shouted, "THAT!" We all looked over to see the man standing not too far away. As the man came closer my mind filled with the sound of buzzing and dots, I started to hear a small cracking sound coming from the ground under us. We all slowly looked down to the ground to the soil and dirt; Jackson's eyes widened in fear trembling.
Before he could finish his sentence the ground below his feet disintegrated, leading to Jackson plunging down a deep endless hole. Tier and I looked over to where Jackson was once standing, hearing his screams fade into silence. There was nothing left, only an endless hole where he was standing. I grabbed Tier's hand backing away from the sight and turned to her, "We need to run, don't look back, just run."Tier's eyes filled up with tears and she nodded, we ran deeper into the woods not looking back for nothing. My head was pounding as the buzzing grew louder. I saw the tall man now closer than before. I noticed that the person didn't appear to have a face. It became clear to me that whatever this thing was it wasn't human.
Appearance[]
Before the incident, Ray had soft blonde, curly hair with bangs that swept to the side, covering her right eye. Her skin is pale and smooth with light pink blush around her cheeks. Her eyes are a natural shade of blue that seems to glow. She has the body shape of a pear: her hips are rounder while her upper torso covers lighter weight. She wears a light blue dress with a white corset around her waist which has a clean white apron tied around it, hanging down over the lower half of the dress. Under her dress, she has white tights that covers her bruise which was the result of her father. Her shoes are white buckle decor plate forms. In the back of her hair, there was a neat blue bow.
After the incident, her hair is now messy, and her arms and legs are now covered in cuts, bruises, and dirt. The bow that once was tied to her hair is now gone, still ragged and hanging somewhere in the woods were she once lost it. On her neck, there is a mess of a wound with the carving of a large X over an O. The carving is the symbol that the Tall Man use to mark his helpers/proxies.
Personality[]
From first impression, Ray seems to be a quiet and distant girl. But once you get to know her, she is known to be protective over the ones she cares for, and is seen talkative and full of energy. She also gets distracted and excited easily. When Ray is excited, she has a tendency to bounce up and down as well as repeat words or phrases. In "Kill Mode," she is shown to show little to no emotions. Every now and then, you may see a spark of rage and anger in her eyes with the hunger for bloodshed.
Abilities[]
What is Kill mode? When The Tall Man (Slenderman) takes control over her mind goes into a state where its only instinct is to kill the targets and ones who are infront of her. This is what is called her “kill mode” when her eyes fade into pink then turn a blood red. When she snaps out of it, she has little to no memory of the events that occurred. In kill mode, ray is seen to have increased strength, senses, and combat skills.
Seeing the Unseen is an ability one can only require before age 10. It lets children see invisible creatures when a normal person wouldn't.
Facts[]
- The character Ray Sadienie was originally created in 2014. She started off just as a small thought that her creator @Smilesteddybearproxy had as a kid. Over time the thought of Ray grew along with new ideas and expectations on the character. In 2016-2018, Ray’s story and name was changed to “Alison Stacy” in the story of “Drug Addiction”, which follows a girl who lures victims in with drugs kill them. She was changed back to Ray Sadienie in 2018-2019 where her official look was updated. The character Ray Sadienie also is in a small series called Slenderverse, “Slender Stuff” aka “S.S” for short. Although no dialogue was heard, we can hear her morse code and see a few clips of it referencing back to Ray Sadienie. The official and final Ray Sadienie story will be posted in 2022-2023. The rewrite is longer, has better grammar, and more information on the character. As for Alison Stacy, the story will become a separate character and story.
- Ray's code name “355” doesn’t actually come until later on after the events of The Tall Man. The Tall Man is the one who gave her the Proxy symbol, but he is not the one who gave her the name “355”. It wasn’t until a few years after The Tall Man was done training Ray that he handed her over to another being that went by the name Blackout. Blackout had an agreement with The Tall Man to hand Ray back years after he was finished running some tests on her.
- The creator of Ray came up with the term “hidden blood” for Ray Sadienie the term, meaning blood or wound hidden under bangs or any set of hair.
- Ray has both a “Linan” and a partner. The term “Linan” is another term Ray's creator made for Ray that represents someone who’s stuck with Ray. It's because Dalia/Soft from “My Sweet Teddy Bear” is Ray's first Linan and victim she has ever killed. Ray's partner also known as The Quiet One was assigned to her by The Tall Man.
- Ray doesn’t have a significant other. However, there is possible signs that Ray takes little interest towards her partner, The Quiet One, but this theory of their bond is still unconfirmed whether or not the feelings are romantic or platonic.
- When Ray is introduced to others by The Tall Man, he normally introduces her as “Ms. Sadienie.”
- Some of the hobbies she kept was her love for reading books and cooking. She still has a habit of having a messy room. New hobbies she required after being with The Tall Man are helping pick out outfits, make a proper dinner, make desserts out of organs and other materials. She also learned how to translate and speak morse code in order to get in contact with humans, as well as learning how to dance fight.
- Ray has a habit of bouncing up and down, hugging her knees when sitting, repeating things, being loud and filled with energy, chewing on books, and skipping ahead of things.
- Ray's fashion choices often have to do with mainly dresses, colors of blue, white, black, and sometimes even pink.
- Ray's birthday is on November 15.
- Rays' stuck in a loop where her physical body is stuck at 15 years old.
- Ray is 5'0-5’1ft tall.
- Ray is a cannibal; she does eat organs and flesh, but not often. She rather put the organs and flesh into food to make it more appetizing.
- Ray is nervous and shown to have a dislike towards medicine and pills due to her childhood.
- After Ray lost her siblings, and knowing her parents were gone too, she developed a fear of being alone.
- Ray's nickname “Dollie” comes from a childhood memory when she went to town for the first time. The town kids started to tease her and call her “Dollie”. They told her if she climbed one of the tall trees in the town then she would be respected. The events led to Ray being stuck in the tree and ended with her falling to the ground being knocked unconscious from the impact. It left her with both the nickname “Dollie” and a fear of heights.
Theories[]
- Ray being stuck due to a loop is not The Tall Man's fault but Sinsiner’s and his Gateway kids doing. Loops can only be formed by gateways such as his kids meaning that in the time Sinsiner was at Ray's house he planned everything out. There’s a possibility his two kids or more planted a loop onto the knife Ray touched. When she fainted that was the loop being transferred onto Ray.
- Mr. and Mrs. Sadienie were killed in their sleep by a gateway that goes by the name R.N. He a sibling to the other gateways such as Deadrose and Sin's Death Gate aka Slendersman's pet gateways. R.N has the ability to mess with people’s thoughts in their minds like other gate’s do however he has the rare ability to turn dreams into nightmares where if done properly the person having the dream/nightmare could possibly end up dead. However, whether or not Ray realizes it is the real question.
- Ray and The Quiet One are in love but can’t be together due to Ray's loop of her being a 15 year old forever until she’s killed while The Quiet One gets to grow old. Ray wants to be free and explore the world outside the One’s grasp, aka Slenderman/The Tall Man, Sinsiner, and Blackout. The Quiet One says it wants to as well but knows it is a lie that, in the end, it will be the one to stay behind and Ray would be the one who’ll let go or ends up killed.
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