"I won't kill you, you dont deserve the peace of death, ill leave you here to rot so you can watch everything you've built slowly fall apart on you. and you won't be able to do anything about it."[]
- Damone's quote -
PD: before you start reading, pls ignore the "Redirected from: Damone Kilgore - Vixen" thingy ontop, i decided to change her last name from Kilgore to Fairgate, sooo yeah, i hope you like my creepypasta, take care!! :3
update: to anyone who reads this, Damone is getting rewritten and redesigned, this because i have a different view of creepypastas now and i want to make her more creepy and like an urban legend instead of just a cringy young teen killer, so yeah, idk how long ill take to rewritte the whole story and redesign her, but ill try to make the progress short, with no further news, im out and i hope that anyone who reads her creepypasta likes it :)[]
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Damone Kilgore, aka Vixen, started her life as one of Slenderman's proxies at the age of 18, after suffering most of her life because of toxic people around her, bad decisions that haunted her, rituals and experiments made on her by her local church, which she was forced to go to by her mother Danielle, her father Joshua died shortly after she turned 13 and she went down a rabbit hole, during a psychotic episode at night her mother took her to church and got kinapped by the church staff that were secretly a cult, they experimented on her, years flew by and on the day of her 18th birthday she
got tired of it all and went after everyone that made her suffer, family, friends, ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends, right before dissapearing she tortured the priest that made her what she was, a monster, she left pieces of his body around the town and then with alot of stolen money she dissapeared, leaving her country and fleeing to Germany, once in the thick woods of Germany she tried to take her life, only to be found by Slenderman, who took her after a long chase.
Origin[]
Damone didn't really get to live her childhood, that was one of the main things that affected her mental state, she had a somewhat nice family, an older sister named Scarlett, her father Joshua, her mother Danielle and her pets, two cats, one male named Casper and one female named Loona and two Sharpei dogs, Rocco and Sam, the relationship with her sister wasn't too good, they often had arguments and Damone lied to her mother to get Scarlett in trouble, why? for no reason, the relationship with her mother wasn't too good either, most of the times they argued, Damone never really liked her too much. but as with her father.. Damone was always close with his father, she loved him alot, he was a great father
When Damone was a kid she used to use her fathers phone, which led her to discovering creepypastas, she absolutely fell in love with one in particular... Eyeless Jack, she loved his mask and the tragic past he had, he was her comfort character, but thanks to the unrestricted internet she ended up discovering things she shouldn't had seen at such a young age, she never believed any of the santa claus stories her parents told her, she didn't believe anything but acted like she did to not cause any trouble.
one day her grandparents had went to their house, she was always close to her grandmother.. that was until one day she abused of her, touching her everywhere, Damone was never the same after that, she couldn't handle it, she began to think that she needed someone else’s opinion on her body to believe she was pretty, so she began to talk with predators, she selled her body like a piece of meat for predators in a desperate search for love and appreciation, eventually it all got too much, her emotions bottled up got to her, she tried to take her own life at some point but it didn't work, all she remembers is crying and crying one night, trying to slice her wrist open and falling asleep.
the next day she woke up next to her mother, she spoke quietly
- ... mom?
her mother looked up at her with tearful eyes
- what have you done!? What did we do for you to do this to yourself!?
Damone was speechless, she felt like the words were stuck in her throat..
after a while she managed to tell her everything, her mother instead of trying to help her just said
- you're faking it all, how dare you say that about your grandmother!? she is also struggling, more than you, you just want attention you dumb vixen.
... Vixen.. What a strange way to call her own daughter, huh?
months flew by, Damone recovered and began getting help from a therapist, who told everything to her parents an tried to report to the police the abuse of her grandmother, her mother stopped paying the therapist and took away Damone's phone for 6 months, leaving her completely isolated, each day was the same, she woke up, got shouted at by her mother, locked herself in her room, barely ate anything, listened to music and slept, that was all she could do for 6 months without phone or school
she began hearing voices, and she swore she was going insane, she saw Slenderman outside her window every night, each time she saw him she passed out because of an extremely big headache and a loud buzzing noise in her ears
eventually her mother began forcing her to go to the local church, in her words:
- it's so you can finally learn what happens to the people that lie, it will bring light to your life and make you feel regret for your sins.
Damone never believed in the church, she never liked it, but well.. she had no option, it was that or getting punched, so she went each morning to the church with her mother, she dropped her off there and she went to the chorus by force, after the mass the priest always tried to talk to her and ask for her help.. even with the smallest things, each member of the church tried to get her to help them with stuff inside the church, she somehow gained the nickname.. Vixen.. it was weird but she never said anything about it.
but one day it got out of hand..
Damone was in church as every morning, she went to the bathroom after the mass was done.. but suddenly got grabbed by one of the members of the church and got taken somewhere inside the church, she passed out and the next thing she knew was that she was lying in her bedroom, as if she hadn't even went to church
The same scene kept repeating every day.. and she began to notice bruises forming on her wrists, ankles and back, at night she began hearing incoherent whispers outside her window, it made her cry, she was just so tired.. She could barely sleep because of everything going on in her life, all the accumulated anger inside of her, the trauma, it was all getting to her along with the lack of human contact and these.. visions she kept having of Slenderman.. but he wasn't real, right? he was just a creepypasta, he couldn't be real.. no way!
she didnt know how but she began gaining these weird abilities, sometimes she felt a huge pain in her body at night and when she looked at her hands she saw huge claws coming out, but she always fainted due to the extreme pain she felt
months flew by.. one day she was at church and suddenly got a phone call from her mother.. she was in the hospital.. her father was hospitalized, she dropped everything and just ran and ran to the hospital they were in, her mind raced with thoughts as she ran, when she arrived at the place she saw her mother and sister crying outside the hospital...
her father was dead.
he had died due to a heart attack, oh this was bad, really bad.
The next few days were horrible, her father was her only light after her dog Rocco had died, she was her light amongst all the chaos in her life.. and most importantly, he was the only one that provided money for the house.
Damone fell into a deep depression, she spent days without eating or sleeping, she could barely take care of herself, people at church didn't want to sit next to her due to the odor that began to form in her body, the hallucinations were getting worse and the voices too
one day she just collapsed, during night time she fell into a psychotic episode, her mother grabbed her and forcefully took her to church, forcing her to get on her knees and pray while Damone weakly sobbed and shook, she fainted and next thing she knew she was locked inside a basement, the pavement floor underneath her weak body was dusty and there were religious artifacts all around the walls of the room, the priest, Andrew, stood in front of her
- you’re awake, Vixen.
he said in such a.. disgusting tone
- … where am i? let me go you DUMB MOTHERFUCKER- AAGH!
she screamed, her claws began to extend from her fingers due to her rage, it hurted, it felt like jolts of pain coursing through her entire body, like her fingers were about to explode, Andrew laughed
- interesting..
Damone’s view began to blur and soon after she passed out due to the pain
the months flew by, Damone got abused each day by many staff members of the church, and also got experimented on, several liquids were injected on her on a daily basis and also rituals, she was going insane, but she couldn't escape, she tried to escape one time and almost got killed by her own mother, who was also part of the whole cult thing the staff were making right under the church
after 5 years, her 18th birthday came, she stared blankly at the clock on the wall, it was the only thing that kept her from going fully insane, when it marked 12 o’clock she felt a warm tear slide down her pale cheek, a sigh left her body and then the door behind her opened, Andrew slowly walked down the stairs
- well well well… its your birthday, mh?
she didn’t respond, her back faced him, her hands on her lap slowly began to tremble as her claws slowly came out, the black ink slowly fading into her fingers as her claws fully came out, she didnt make a sound, she had been planning this for years
- answer me, Vixen.
that nickname.. it was what everyone called her since she got kidnapped..
Damone slowly turned to look at him as she stood up
- you’re so fucked.
suddenly, she lunged at him, attacking him with her claws, she teared his skin like it was butter, her claws slicing through every single part of him, he screamed.. and it felt like music to her ears, then she pulled out a pocket knife that she always had, it was the only thing she had left of her father
- D-damone! what are you doi-
- SHUT. UP.
She replied angrily, she wrapped her hand around his neck, choking him, slowly digging her claws into his skin.
- you dug your own grave the day you decided to do this to me.
Damone then threw the priest to the ground and straddled him, she raised her pocket knife and stabbed him in the chest, then she spoke in a low menacing voice
- You ruined my life, took my wings and left me to rot, watching time fly by with no one to pull me out of the hole you left me in, now that i've grown my own wings, i'll cut yours off and throw you in the same hole, i'll leave you to rot and one by one everyone you love will soon be gone, and you won't be able to do anything but watch until your weak soul gives up, your life is gone. This is all because of you, What you got yourself into.
she pulled the blade back, the man screamed
- YOU- YOU WILL NEVER GO TO HEAVEN, YOU WILL BURN IN HELL BECAUSE OF YOUR SINS
Damone laughed
- me? go to hell? gladly, maybe there ill be able to torture you even more, and though I may never be free Fuck you and your money... I'm tired of your money
once he was dead, she grabbed his wallet, throwing it inside her pocket, she slowly walked up the stairs of the basement, the door led to a small house connected to the church, she began to walk around and one by one she brutally murdered everyone there, she then dismembered Andrew and her Mother and left each limb in different places of town
Damone went after everyone that had ever hurted her, her grandparents, her ex-boyfriend Neil, her old friends that had betrayed her, the pedophiles that abused her and sent everyone in town pictures of her body..
The police were going crazy with all these murders, and no one knew who it was, after all, it had been years since anyone even knew about Damone, she was just a faint name that lingered in her neighborhood.
She escaped to a different city and got her documents, then she disappeared.
The police never caught the person who did all these murders and left the case unsolved.
Damone flew to Germany, she stole a car and drove and drove until she reached Kassel, she threw the stolen car into a lake and began walking in the deep woods.
once she was deep inside she grabbed the same pocket knife she had used to end the ones that hurted her
- guess it's my time now, huh?
she sighed and took the knife, pressing it to her neck.. but then a black tentacle took it from her
- w-wha-
when she turned around she saw.. him.
Slenderman, the one that had been haunting her for so many years, she was frozen, the static in her head was getting louder, it was making her go insane. she could hear a faint low voice.. but it was inside her head, she couldn't understand what it said.. but he felt the tentacle move her hair out of her neck, pull the turtleneck down and then another tentacle appeared.. it dropped some kind of weird thick ink from the tip.. it drew a symbol on her neck.. and next thing she knew she had fainted.
Damone was gone now.
Vixen had taken control.
Appereance[]
Damone has a pretty messy appereance, her hair is sometimes flat ontop but the ends always curl at the ends, she always struggles with her side bangs too, her skin is pale in most parts of her body, she has alot of sh scars on her thighs and arms, she has the proxy symbol with dark ink on her neck made by Slenderman, her left eye is a lighter shade of brown than her right eye, her expression always looks tired and her lashes always are straight, its hard for her to make them curl and stay that way, her body is skinny but still pretty strong
Personality[]
Damone is mostly pretty reserved, she barely trust 3 or 2 people of her whole social circle, but if she really trusts you she tends to be super clingy, loud and hyper, she lets go of herself around the people she feels really comfortable around, but if shes in a mission as an example, its a whole turn because she goes from being hyper and all giggly to being dead serious, short tempered and violent, she is super loyal and will never betray your trust.. unless you betray hers, if you do she will never forgive you unless you really affected her life, she struggles to let go of people and is always overthinking past decisions she has made or may have not made, always thinking of "what if i did this" or "it could had been like this if", if she doesnt like you her tone will always be dry and low, and she will always glare daggers at you, but if she's forced to do something with you she will, obviously giving you the most cold face of hers, but if she likes you and trusts you alot, she will always try to cling onto your arm or hand, she will take note of the smallest details and always try to gift you things she thinks you may like
Abilities[]
Due to the rituals and experiments performed on her by the staff of the church that were secretly a cult, she earned 3 powers, Clairvoyance, Remote vision and claws on her hands.
her clairvoyance lets her see information of objects or people around her, which comes real handy during missions where she has to kidnap someone.
her Remote vision helps her alot to see whats going on in a different room or place, it helps alot during missions if she needs to ambush a house to see where the people is to avoid getting caught
her claws are black and thick, also super sharp, when she needs them they come out and slowly tint her fingers in a shade of black, as if the fingers were the claws, these claws leave marks like a tiger's claw marks and she usually uses them during missions, but it does hurt her to take them out, not as much as before but it still makes her weak for a few seconds
Disorders[]
Paranoid-Schizoid Personality Disorder
ADHD
Bipolarity
Severe depressive episodes out of nowhere
PTSD
Relationships[]
Best friends: Ticci-Toby, Bloody Painter, Eyeless Jack, Nina the killer, Ben Drowned, X-Virus, KageKao, Plague (Angel)
Close relationships: Hoodie (Brian), Masky (Timothy), Eyeless Jack, KageKao, Rouge, Smiledog
Good relationships: Slenderman, Long Horse, Jane the Killer, Jeff the Killer, Trendorman, Splendorman, Nurse Ann
Neutral relationship: Clockwork, Jason the Toymaker, Eyeless lulu, Sally Williams, Lazari
Dislikes: No one for now
Hates: Zalgo, Offenderman, The Rake
Fun facts[]
- i named her Damone after the secret track at the end of MX - Deftones
- she has more than 10 books filled with drawings
- she has jars with eyes that eyeless jack picked out for her as gifts
- back when she was younger she tried to get rid of her sh scars that cover most of her arms and thighs but eventually she gave up on trying to vanish them
- she absolutely stans Deftones and can tell you each song title and album by just listening 5 seconds of a song
- shes always chewing on bubblegum to keep herself from biting her nails
- she uses transparent contact lenses because of her astigmatism and myopia
- since she was young she has always found comfort in styles, so she went through many styles such as: scene, emo, gothic, scenemo, punk and she even used to be a juggalo.. maybe she still is
- she absolutely loves putting stickers on eyeless jack's mask
- she has many quotes, most of them are just certain lyrics of songs, an example is: Don't look now, your life is gone, This is all because of you, What you got yourself into (reference to halls of illusions - icp), But though I may never be free, Fuck you and your money, I'm tired of your money (reference to drunk walk home - mitski)
- due to her PTSD caused by all the trrauma she went through during the church thingy, when she has episodes she sees hallucinations about the priest, and she can hear the sounds of multiple voices of the past screaming "Vixen"
- she sometimes isolates herself when she feels down, so she tries to not get into any relationship, knowing that her sudden isolation would ruin everything
- she constantly has nightmares, there are some nights she doesnt, but most of the time when she sleeps she had very vivid nightmares about living through everything she went through as a teen
Themesongs[]
- Damone - Deftones
- Sippy Cup - Melanie Martinez
- Vixen - Destroy Boys
- Home - Three Days Grace
- Everybody's Fool - Evanescence
- Youngest Daughter - Superheaven
- Old Enough 2 Die - Heart Attack Man
- Class of 2013 (Audiotree Live Version) - Mitski
- Hell Above - Pierce The Veil
- Don't You Dare Forget the Sun - Get Scared
- Your Best American Girl - Mitski
- Char - Crystal Castles
- To Catch a Predator - Insane Clown Posse
- Good God - Korn
- Somos Iguales - Tronic
LINK TO HER PLAYLIST!!!
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/03RnYVgu0O4tMsZnG6HF6f?si=937e412f4d2c4392
Gallery (ill try to draw her more to add it here, if anyone sends me any fanart ill inmediately add it here too :3)[]
