“ | I want to go home... | „ |
~ Alice |
“ | Voglio andare a casa... | „ |
~ Alice |
Personal[]
Real Name: Maria Pazza
Alias: Alice
Meaning to Name: Taking after the main character in Alice Adventures in Wonderland
Nickname(s): Mari, Pizza, Chesire
Age: 22
D.O.B: January 1st, 1999
Birthplace: Venice, Italy
Language: Italian, English, French, Mild German
Current Residence: Paris, France
Gender: Female
Species/Race: Human
Status: Active
Alliance:
- None
Occupation: Murderer
Combat[]
Weapon(s):
- Her Kitten
- Knife
- (Occasionally) Sniper
Method of Killing:
- She will let her kitten tear open her victims with their claws and teeth
- She will puncture their heart and other organs with her knife
- She will snipe them from afar (She rarely uses this method, and is a backup plan for her)
Goal/Reason to Kill:
- Insanity
- 'Voices in her head' telling her to
Personality[]
[C]Phrase: “I want to go home...”
Theme Song(s):
Hobbie(s):
- Reading
- Cooking
- Keeping her cat
Likes:
- Reading old classic books
- Reading Alice in Wonderland
- Listening to music
- Petting her cat
- Watching her cat maul her victims
Dislikes:
- Reminders about her home
- Her books getting torn up
- Her cat getting hurt
- The victims surviving
Fear(s): Not finding home
Personality:
- Shy
- Manipulitive
- Angry
- Quick-Tempered
- Sadistic
Bio[]
Backstory:
Maria Pazza was born on January 1st, 1999. She was born to Jeanna Pazza and an unknown father. She was a bastard child, as when her father found out that Jeanna was pregnant, he fled back to Germany.
Heartbroken, her mother went to her grandmother's for a few months to recover. Maria grew up neglected for the first few years of her life. Her mother grew addicted to drinking and drugs such as heroin to numb her pain, and didn't take care of Maria properly. After five months, her mother abandoned her and her grandmother in a desperate attempt to win back the love of her life. She moved to Germany as well, leaving Maria to her grandmother.
Maria was raised with religious values, and her grandmother raised her to be a 'proper girl' according to old standards. Maria, not knowing her other life, accepted. She didn't know her grandmother was limiting her freedoms, and was thouroughly controlling her life. Growing up, her grandmother surrounded her with classic books, and her favourite was always Alice in Wonderland. She dreamed of going to Wonderland, and joining in on her adventures.
This changed when she started going to school. She started noticing that the popular girls were wearing revealing tops, swore a lot, and some of them even drank. She wanted to be popular so bad, that she once pleaded on of the girls to teach her how to be cool. So started her descent into drugs, alcohol and boys. Maria was now living a double life. One in school, where she was the baddest and most popular of all, and one at home, the kind, pure and religious girl her grandmother raised her to be. The pressure of keeping up these images crushed Maria thoroughly, which led her to becoming addicted to diffrent drugs to help ease the pain.
Maria, one day, brought a boy home. In the moonlight, he leaned in to kiss. Maria did too. Unfortunately, her grandmother was witnessing this whole thing through the kitchen window. She grabbed the nearest weapon, a lemon squeezer, before running out and screaming "NON CORRERETE LA MIA PURA BAMBINA!" (YOU WILL NOT CORRUPT MY PURE LITTLE GIRL!) Her grandmother beat the boy to death, leaving a big bloody mess. Maria witnessed this whole thing. Strangely, even though she was about to kiss this boy, she felt... nothing. As the blood stained her clothes and face, she felt no horror, no remorse. A strange sort of euphoria filled her, seeing him mauled to death. It seems like the drugs had finally got to her mind, and emotions had been drained from her. Her grandmother sent her to her room to wash up. As she cleaned the blood off her clothes, her grandmother cleaned the evidence. Her grandmother never saw her in the same way again once she found out about her double life.
Marie grew up neglected once more. She grew addicted to numbing drugs and pain killers, in a similar fashion to her mother all those years ago. She wanted to numb the pain as much as possible. Her only other solace was Alice in Wonderland. One day, she was walking home from school when she found a kitten. She thought that they looked strange, almost familiar. She took them into her care, and grew fond of the odd creature, who reminded her of the Cheshire Cat. Unfortuantly, the drugs had induced a mental illness called 'Psychosis', and in fact the cat that she thought was the Cheshire Cat was simply a normal ally kitten. Her grandmother hated it, knowing her granddaughter was going insane, and constantly told her to let the stray go. Maria refused time and time again. She let her grandmother go with this request until her grandmother tried to kill it. That day, Maria snapped. No one dared to hurt her cat. She grabbed the largest kitchen knife she could find, and started ruthlessly stabbing her grandmother, while screaming that her cat was untouchable.
Therefore here started Maria's descent into madness. Her cat, nor did the drugs and alcohol induce her madness. It was killing her grandmother. The only family she knew. Kneeling over on the floor, she stared at her grandmother's writhing body. She opened her mouth to let out a wail of despair, but strangly laughter came out. Manaical laughter. Her dying grandmother looked in fear at what her granddaughter had become, and died, her last image of a blood-covered Maria laughing at her.
Maria ran up to her room, changing into fresh clothing. She picked out her favourite dress with her favourite shoes, and picked up her cat. Her now-dead grandmother lay on the floor, her ancient pocket watch hanging out of her pocket. Maria took it, clipping it to her dress, before declaring: "Non sono più Maria. Maria è morta la notte in cui è morta sua nonna. Ora c'è solo Alice." ("I am no longer Maria. Maria died the night her Grandmother died. Now there is only Alice.")
Relationships[]
Orientation: Asexual Aromantic
Relationship/Partner: None
Family:
- Her mother, Jeanna Pazza
- Her father, unknown
- Her Grandmother, Lynn Pazza (Desceased)
- Her kitten, Malum Cheshire (Fondly called Mal)
Allies/Friends:
- None
Rivals/Enemies:
- None
Appearance[]
Hair: Brown
Skin: Fair
Eyes: Black
Height: 150 cm
Weight: Unknown
Body Type: Skinny
Outfit: Black striped blue dress, large blue bow on the back of the dress, black headband with red flower, black shoes, white stockings.
Accessories: Gold Pocket watch
Distinguishing Features: Her kitten always in her arms
Physical[]
Disorder(s):
- Psychosis - Mental health disorder in which the person has disconnection of reality
- Depression- Mental health disorder in which the person has a constant depressed mood
Abilities/Strengths:
- Stealth
- Peak condition when it comes to senses
- Desensitised to pleas for mercy and forgiveness
- She never forgives anyone
Weaknesses/Faults:
- She loses herself in the moment sometimes
- When reminded about her old life and family, she will be lost in thought and memories
- She never forgives anyone
- She has mental breakdowns sometimes
Stats[]
• Intelligence: 10
• Strength: 6
• Speed: 10
• Agility: 10
• Endurance: 3
• Stamina: 7
• Balance: 9
• Social Tolerance: 4
Notable Quotes[]
- "We're going to find our way home, Mal." - Alice talking to her kitten
- "Troveremo la strada di casa, Mal." - Alice che parla con il suo gattino
- "I am no longer Maria. Maria died the night her Grandmother died. Now there is only Alice." - Alice introducing her new identity.
- "Non sono più Maria. Maria è morta la notte in cui è morta sua nonna. Ora c'è solo Alice." - Alice che presenta la sua nuova identità.
- "Attack them, my sweet." Alice ordering her cat to attack her victims
- "Attaccali, mia dolcezza." Alice ordina al suo gatto di attaccare le sue vittime
Trivia[]
- Her last name, Pazza, means Insane
- Her creator is Rainisrelaxing
- She took her love for cooking because her grandmother taught her
- I love Alice in Wonderland, and I thought 'Why not make a Creepypasta out of that'?
- Loosely inspired off of Grace (Full credits to owner. They made an amazing OC)
- Template from Black Bullet235
- She has lost all hope in humanity. She sees humans as vermins, and is ashamed to be one.